So it has been a while since I have 'blogged' (feels like a confession). I have been living in Struggle Town a bit lately. I went away to QLD on a family holiday and I will admit that I wasn't the best, and put on 1.3kgs. I have lost that weight and more, but I am finding it extremely difficult to keep motivated. I tried on pair of jeans the other day that I haven't been able to fit into for about six years, and they fit. You would think that would be motivation enough. I was motivated for a whole day.
I am finding the eating a bore, and get overwhelmed thinking that this is my way of life now. My goal seems so unachievable. I know I should only think of short term goals, but that doesn't work for me. The fact is i still need to lose around 30 odd kilos and knowing how hard it has been to lose 18 kgs (since October) I don't know if I have it in me to lose the next 30.
One goal down, a lot more to go - Mt Oberon Summit walk.
Jen
ReplyDeleteYOU *DO* have it in you to lose those further 30kgs.
A loss of 18kgs is amazing, inspiring... and you have every reason to be so very proud of yourself.
Dont give up.
Keep going.
Hugs
A fellow 12WBTer
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Jen you do have it in you to lose 30kilos! And you will lose that 30kilos and I will be there to support you for every gram!!! Together we will get skinny!
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